film, family, blogging, and exploding dog.

http://explodingdog.com/title/todaywerideatdawn.html

while i was updating my movie review posts, i thought i'd give an update on my life. i usually only post when i'm feeling really emo. that was yesterday. today i am happy. and i feel like i need a record of the happy moments. i am going to try to continue with my exploding dog theme thing. originally i was going to look for one about family. right now my film friends are my family, and they're what made today better (although, it's also kind of what made my day worse yesterday, but... that's what you get with family--ups and downs).

anyway... i came across this one, and realized it was perfect. we wake up so early to get art ready for the day. i will be waking up in a couple hours. but i'm a night person and i always want to have fun, and party essentially. ke$ha's "your love is my drug" has been playing in my head and i just want to dance, and laugh, and play, etc. we did play scattergories tonight. (i'm staying in alpine--and i just killed a HUGE spider with my flip flop--where one of the locations is that we're prepping). whitney and djb are asleep. su, ked, and hillary have returned home, mostly to talk and be with their loved ones. the three of us don't really have loved ones, i.e. significant others, but we have each other and that'll do. i'll definitely be sad when this shoot is over, as i always am. back to sitting on the couch being a loser with nobody. for the first couple weeks, people try to see each other. like with for robbing the dead. but everyone just gives up. it's like i said to my friend raven before she left for a boston internship--we love too hard. i feel like i always invest more in friendships than others do. and at some point i can't keep doing all the maintaining.

... don't want to get off on a depressing rant again. life's good right now. the past couple days have been stressful, but we have our evenings to recuperate, and hunt deer. haha...